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Saturday, April 21, 2012 { 10:23 AM }

maybe i am wrong. my expectations are wrong. when you truly like someone, it wouldn't matter how he treat you back. you will still love him and be willing to sacrifice for him even if he doesn't love you back. i on the other hand, is looking for reciprocal. but love is not like that. this make me rethink about my relationship with him. do i really like him? i tried to help him with all that i can..but at the same time, when he does not reciprocate, i will willow in self-pity, complaining to my friends, trying to gain sympathy from them. is this called love? maybe i should reconsider if i really like him. but i thought i really felt something different when i am with him..i don't want to just give up like that. i will just try, try a while longer, until you really make me lose faith and patience in you. but still, the bottom line is, i feel so used. it feels as if i am just someone whom you will look for when you are in need. you only care about yourself. in our conversations, you only talk about yourself. when i tried to talk about myself, you would turn the attention back to yourself. why can't you just listen to me for a while, care for me a bit more and try to understand or know more about me? am i not worthy of your time? sometimes i think that i am not worthy or anyone. you make me feel that i am not good enough to be friends with, to like anyone..it's things like that that made me wonder if i should continue liking you. i don't need a lot of things..i just need you to put more attention on me, just listen to what i have to say and not just talk about what you think and feel. exams will be here in a few days time, but there's still so much to catch up. just feel so jaded by the things that is happening around me. all i want to do is just to lay in a corner and sleep forever. really don't know when all these things will end. for now i have exams to battle with, then after exams i still have convo to worry for. i guess all these will end when i leave for netherlands. and i really can't wait for that day to come. i want to leave this place and leave the things and memories for the time being.